That site aside, I am greatly worried by your attitude. I think you should reflect on this shabad from SGGS Ang 441
ਮਨਤੂੰਮਤਮਾਣੁਕਰਹਿਜਿਹਉਕਿਛੁਜਾਣਦਾਗੁਰਮੁਖਿਨਿਮਾਣਾਹੋਹੁ॥मनतूंमतमाणुकरहिजिहउकिछुजाणदागुरमुखिनिमाणाहोहु॥
Man ṯūʼn maṯ māṇ karahi jė ha▫o kicẖẖ jāṇḏā gurmukẖ nimāṇā hohu.
O mind, don't be so proud of yourself, as if you know it all; the Gurmukh is humble and modest.
ਅੰਤਰਿਅਗਿਆਨੁਹਉਬੁਧਿਹੈਸਚਿਸਬਦਿਮਲੁਖੋਹੁ॥अंतरिअगिआनुहउबुधिहैसचिसबदिमलुखोहु॥
Anṯar agi▫ān ha▫o buḏẖ hai sacẖ sabaḏ mal kẖohu.
Within the intellect are ignorance and ego; through the True Word of the Shabad, this filth is washed off.
ਹੋਹੁਨਿਮਾਣਾਸਤਿਗੁਰੂਅਗੈਮਤਕਿਛੁਆਪੁਲਖਾਵਹੇ॥होहुनिमाणासतिगुरूअगैमतकिछुआपुलखावहे॥
Hohu nimāṇā saṯgurū agai maṯ kicẖẖāp lakẖāvhe.
So be humble, and surrender to the True Guru; do not attach your identity to your ego.
ਆਪਣੈਅਹੰਕਾਰਿਜਗਤੁਜਲਿਆਮਤਤੂੰਆਪਣਾਆਪੁਗਵਾਵਹੇ॥आपणैअहंकारिजगतुजलिआमततूंआपणाआपुगवावहे॥Āpṇai ahaʼnkār jagaṯ jali▫ā maṯṯūʼnāpṇāāp gavāvhe.
The world is consumed by ego and self-identity; see this, lest you lose your own self as well.
ਸਤਿਗੁਰਕੈਭਾਣੈਕਰਹਿਕਾਰਸਤਿਗੁਰਕੈਭਾਣੈਲਾਗਿਰਹੁ॥सतिगुरकैभाणैकरहिकारसतिगुरकैभाणैलागिरहु॥
Saṯgur kai bẖāṇai karahi kār saṯgur kai bẖāṇai lāg rahu.
Make yourself follow the Sweet Will of the True Guru; remain attached to His Sweet Will.
ਇਉਕਹੈਨਾਨਕੁਆਪੁਛਡਿਸੁਖਪਾਵਹਿਮਨਨਿਮਾਣਾਹੋਇਰਹੁ॥੭॥इउकहैनानकुआपुछडिसुखपावहिमननिमाणाहोइरहु॥७॥
I▫o kahai Nānak āp cẖẖad sukẖ pāvahi man nimāṇā ho▫e rahu. ||7||
Thus says Nanak: renounce your ego and self-conceit, and obtain peace; let your mind abide in humility. ||7||
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