Hi
I've experienced the same things, you're not alone here.
Darshans are indicators that you are on the right path and can come with messages and gyan for you to learn and apply.
I remember one of the Darshans I had of Guru Nanak Ji was so strong and evoked such a love in my heart (that i'd never felt in my life for anyone or anthing) that I decided there that I would follow the path and never doubt God's existence, even though I was surrounded by Maya. I used to have darshans of Him and other things that would bring me to tears.
Focus on the Nirgun now, you saw His Sargun image- God in Form, telling you to have Faith and follow Truth- these Darshans don't happen for no reason, you should respect them.
In reality He is beyond Form, image, caste and creed. He is Nothing but a frequency beyond whih mortals can comprehend.
Practice and apply Gurbani to your life- Bani is Guru, Guru is Bani. Read the English translations. Become Gurbani.
Feel free to make an account and pm me on here.
Also, you're not delusional, don't ever doubt yourself, trust and believe in Truth- in Spirituality. Real spirituality is detaching from the rubbish of the khel and teaching others out of it as well.
As our Gurus did for themselves and for the masses.
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