Scooter Jee,
the enjoying comes when one is pure enough, but to reach that state, some sort of cleaning is required initialy. So do not worry thinking it is some kind of disorder, rather you are getting rid of inner disorders in this way.
No psychriatrist or doctor can ever tell you anything of your spiritual experiences, for he is specialist only in physical or mental ailments, not in spiritualty, for that purpose Gurbani and gursikhs of higher order, means purer and faithful to sikhee, can be helpful only.
Sat Sree Akal.
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