Waheguru ji ka khalsa Waheguru ji ki fateh
first of all ji i would like to thank you for reading my post. Thank you ji i Really appreciate it.
I am a Amritdhari Young Female who is living in canada , In september i was offered a potential rishta in the another city a few cities over and i was taking back that somone would ask for my rishta lol. Anyway i wasnt directly giving who the person was and i thought i knew as my family was making hints
i was really happy as things arent that great in my house and i was excited to really start living the life that i wanted and i know this is bad but i began to wonder what he would be like a person and towards me
also i know this really bad but i had my heart set on this particular person and how i for once would be happy in my life. (my parents are old school so ive never talked to this guy in my life lol)
but today i found out it was the guy that i had my heart set on didnt ask but his older cousin, Now im confused and a little heart broken as I was hoping for this particular guy. im not someone who is out spoken so i didnt tell my family how i felt, so i keep quiet and went on with my day but my sister told my mum how i felt disappointed and how i wanted to marry this particular guy and she looked at me as if i was a wh*re and called me shameless
I have no idea what i should do be outspoken and get what i want or just go ahead with the rishta that i was offered in the first place
i know its my own fault with getting attached to this guy even tho i dont know him but its hard to explain
i know mahraaj will do whatever is right for me and my jeevan but i dont want to make any mistakes and regret my whole life
Thank you ji for reading my post and please forgive for me any mistakes or bad things i have said
Waheguru ji ka khalsa waheguru ji ki fateh
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