Wow, i always get this hukamnama when i ask guruji about my future. I thought it was just saying that I will have a life with a job and marriage. I was bummed out, cuz i wanted to go the brahmchari route.
And if i were u, i would take the last 4 pangtis to heart and stop worrying. God does not make mistakes and he gives the right gifts. Also make sure to find good friends with good virtues. The best place to do that is a rainsabai. Im not akj, but i attended one last week, and the atmosphere, the sangat, it just all seeps into u and cleans u out and ur left with chardi kala and preet.
U said ur in india, theres tons of rainsabais there, go to akj.org to see schedule
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